Tuesday 30 September 2014
Once upon a time...
...a girl called Natasha was born.
She grew in a fairly normal family, experiencing the same lack of attention and nurturing as in any........'normal' family.
In every way she was normal, following normal society and normal fashions, doing and thinking normal things.
She took her ideas and opinions straight off the peg, worried about what people thought, and dreamed of being a model or an actress (or whatever!), whilst living as boring and unfulfilling a life as any (you guessed it!) normal person!!!
She grew in a fairly normal family, experiencing the same lack of attention and nurturing as in any........'normal' family.
In every way she was normal, following normal society and normal fashions, doing and thinking normal things.
She took her ideas and opinions straight off the peg, worried about what people thought, and dreamed of being a model or an actress (or whatever!), whilst living as boring and unfulfilling a life as any (you guessed it!) normal person!!!
Every day...
...she would do the same things, see the same people, eat the same food.
I could continue on, but I'm sure you get the idea...
Life is pretty shit- she thought- when you actually think about it.
If only there were more to it than this....
I could continue on, but I'm sure you get the idea...
Life is pretty shit- she thought- when you actually think about it.
If only there were more to it than this....
One day...
...she snapped.
Something inside of her just broke, and (perhaps because of some undisclosed childhood trauma, which turned out to be a blessing in disguise) all the underlying hate, the lack of self-worth, the disappointment that any 'normal' person felt came washing over the top of her learned personality, like a tsunami.
She decided 'no more miss nice girl!' and set about to push herself above the throng.
She was fed up being normal, and decided she would be a star!
Something inside of her just broke, and (perhaps because of some undisclosed childhood trauma, which turned out to be a blessing in disguise) all the underlying hate, the lack of self-worth, the disappointment that any 'normal' person felt came washing over the top of her learned personality, like a tsunami.
She decided 'no more miss nice girl!' and set about to push herself above the throng.
She was fed up being normal, and decided she would be a star!
Because of that...
...she began to believe herself superior to everyone else (like many normal people),
whilst actually hiding her own feelings of inferiority (like normal people).
She set up a social circle, in which she was the centre of attraction and the key figure.
This made her feel special and important, and she really believed she was a kind of star, with others mere planets orbiting her (perhaps she was right?!).
Of course, a star needs a lot of energy, which she had to get from somewhere...
She discovered quite quickly that energy, ideas and even will could be 'sucked' (for want of a better word)
from others, and even seemingly straight from the heavens themselves!!!
She did this indiscriminately, and without discipline or direction, and (worst of all!) without sharing these gifts around, so that her whole social galaxy could be a healthy, working system.
She only thought of herself... (like a normal person?)
whilst actually hiding her own feelings of inferiority (like normal people).
She set up a social circle, in which she was the centre of attraction and the key figure.
This made her feel special and important, and she really believed she was a kind of star, with others mere planets orbiting her (perhaps she was right?!).
Of course, a star needs a lot of energy, which she had to get from somewhere...
She discovered quite quickly that energy, ideas and even will could be 'sucked' (for want of a better word)
from others, and even seemingly straight from the heavens themselves!!!
She did this indiscriminately, and without discipline or direction, and (worst of all!) without sharing these gifts around, so that her whole social galaxy could be a healthy, working system.
She only thought of herself... (like a normal person?)
Because of that...
...her image of how things were and the reality became ever further apart.
Unbalanced by the flow of unfiltered energies, she became sick and mad.
Most of the people she abused soon grew disenchanted with her, and drifted off in search of other stars.
Before long, only damaged, twisted, and dangerously erratic individuals were drawn to her circle.
In short- her whole cosmos came to be filled with............vampires!
Like a giant leech cluster-fuck,
a vortex was produced;
such a deep lack of.......something- anything of any value or reason,
that her star was on the very brink of becoming a black hole...
Natasha (because of some fortunate traumatic event in childhood, which perhaps- surprisingly- gave her hope), realised the nature of the situation just in time.
She left her diseased entourage to suck themselves into oblivion.
-Maybe we can help ourselves, while helping others?-
she thought.
Energy needs to flow, but I've no idea how that works....
So she sought to find out, sensing in her star's heart, that there was a way it could all work out in the end.
This search took her more time, effort and luck than a normal person can imagine.
Unbalanced by the flow of unfiltered energies, she became sick and mad.
Most of the people she abused soon grew disenchanted with her, and drifted off in search of other stars.
Before long, only damaged, twisted, and dangerously erratic individuals were drawn to her circle.
In short- her whole cosmos came to be filled with............vampires!
Like a giant leech cluster-fuck,
a vortex was produced;
such a deep lack of.......something- anything of any value or reason,
that her star was on the very brink of becoming a black hole...
Natasha (because of some fortunate traumatic event in childhood, which perhaps- surprisingly- gave her hope), realised the nature of the situation just in time.
She left her diseased entourage to suck themselves into oblivion.
-Maybe we can help ourselves, while helping others?-
she thought.
Energy needs to flow, but I've no idea how that works....
So she sought to find out, sensing in her star's heart, that there was a way it could all work out in the end.
This search took her more time, effort and luck than a normal person can imagine.
Until finally...
...she learned the secret.
Which really isn't so very secret, once you become a star.
Every normal person knows deep down what they're here for.
But they've forgotten, so this makes them sad and distressed.
Our culture teaches us to suck energy (though without much skill or discernment), yet it does not value breathing energy back, into the million systems that surround us.
Balance, balance, balance.
The order given to your unborn soul was 'balance!'- the verb and the noun.
Everything follows a design and pattern,
which is there to see for any person, 'normal' or otherwise....
Natasha would like to wish you a very happy ending to your own cosmic story,
and if- as we perhaps suspect- there is no ending-
then blessed beginnings!
Get sucking (carefully...),
and don't forget to blow!
Which really isn't so very secret, once you become a star.
Every normal person knows deep down what they're here for.
But they've forgotten, so this makes them sad and distressed.
Our culture teaches us to suck energy (though without much skill or discernment), yet it does not value breathing energy back, into the million systems that surround us.
Balance, balance, balance.
The order given to your unborn soul was 'balance!'- the verb and the noun.
Everything follows a design and pattern,
which is there to see for any person, 'normal' or otherwise....
Natasha would like to wish you a very happy ending to your own cosmic story,
and if- as we perhaps suspect- there is no ending-
then blessed beginnings!
Get sucking (carefully...),
and don't forget to blow!
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